Miz You So Much

我不知道我需要多长的时间才可以真正的把你忘记，我不知道我还是否有想你的勇气。但是，我知道这份心痛，将会陪伴我一段很长很长的日子。明天将会如何？我只知道，在我的内心的深处，我会把你偷偷地收藏起来，让自己在黑夜里，去回味那段想你的孤寂………

寂寞的夜里，再次叩心自问：“我真的爱你吗？”“你也真的爱我吗？” 没有人可以回答我。宁静的夜，给我增添了一份孤独，一份寂寞！那么，我只要让 自己独自一个人再次去享受这份孤独，这份寂寞，这份宁静。仿佛你的声音在耳边想起，仿佛你在我身边的亲切。当我想在黑夜里找寻你的身影的时候，才发觉你如空气般。我捉不住你，如同你捉不住我那颗跳动着，却摇摇晃晃的心！你看不到我内心所承受的痛苦，同样看不到我内心的伤痕.,只有自己为自己整理伤口，用一份安静去面对一切一切的伤痕。梦的确很美，我却总在梦中与你相随。我知道我已经从你的梦境中走了出来，而你梦中的人也将永远不再是我，于是一种伤感、一种痛油然生起。

如果我的爱给予你快乐，那么请你将永远铭记这份快乐；如果我的爱给予你痛苦，也请你记住生命中有这么一个人给予你这份痛；亲爱的；如果我的爱给予你无尽的伤痕，那么也请你记住这份无尽的伤痕，可以吗？如果可以选择，我宁可不去认识你，不愿意让自己爱上你，更不愿意给予你伤痕！此刻再也感受不到我在你心目中的地位，也不知道对于这样的一个你，我最终得到的是什么？难道也是一份说不出的伤痛吗？

每一次想你，都感觉心痛！而这种痛我不知道何时才是一个尽头？我不知道我还会思念你多久，没有人可以告诉我，也没有人可以决定自己,多少次我在问自己，是否应该继续？还是应该结束？或许早应该结束，并且是彻底的结束！ 我们有过太多太多的欢笑、感动、伤心和眼泪。知道吗？分手很痛，一直都害怕！曾经我在你的眼中寻找到了勇气，但勇气已经在岁月中无声的消失了！我发觉自己再也没有太多的勇气去接受你，是你的错还是我的错，我想都不重要了。这一刻，我想我们还是需要安静。如我们安静的走在一起，现在则是安静的走开。

Shopping day~

Wakakaka We going out 2day huhu...

I din buy anythings at time square just nw...

Just ate jor RM180++ in sushi king==

And registered a member card^^Hahax XD

Bla2 bla2 lazy to write d tired~

I wan to sleep now gud9 all~

o.O

HeyHey^^Im So tired today~haizzzz....

Wish i can die early..No ned to 'fan' so many things==

huhu y i cant stop missing u?Hmmmm

No matter where i go,what im doing or sleeping..

You always in my mind....

Hope can see u nw~U so cold d...

Din 38 with me anymore long times din hear u laugh d...

Study hard for your exam kayz...

You d best^^Gud9 all hahax miz u all at sabah....

Pissed day

Hmmm Finally i done my assignments and going to pass up 2day...

Unlucky we hav not print it=.=

So ask my frens go to skol first...

I will go after i printed.

Unlucky the colour not enough for us assignments,

So im going to buy new at shop...

After 2hours 30minute i finish print all d assignments^^

When i reach skol it already 4.30pm it stil hav 30minute to go...

Wtf my friends din thx me but keep 'ngam' me?

Why i wan to help u guys if like this??I wont help next time!!!Just fuck off nw...

She msg me in msn==Just asking y u so pissed off?

My madness gone lolx...Hmmmm

Im going to rush my assignments again 2molo nite...Wish me

And wish u gud luck in your exam too~You d best

Tired Tired

Yeah I finish my assignments already^^Wkakakax

So tired e....icic I hate my group members...

They just know to wait but dnt try to do them self!!!

I wont let 'you guys' copy my assignments =p

Dnt knw why==My mind keep thinking of her every second...

Any1 can tell me the reason?She din reply my msg long times d...

I think if we dont find each others anymore i wont think of her again...

But==i cant control myself to sms her..hmmmm im sorry

Wish u gud luck in your exam~Dnt too force yourself..

Be hapi always and smile hard hard as u can everydays^^

Gud nite~TIREDZZ!!!!!!!!!!

感动和辛福

感动和辛福可以很简单~ 一句问侯~ 一声招呼~ 一封信息~ 友谊也可以很简单~ 一份心意~ 一个祝福~ 一段情缘~ 希望你们简简单单的快乐每一天,每一夜,每一分,每一秒~

Sry I Cant Stop Thinking Of You..Miz you

It hav been 3 months we break...But i stil miz she every seconds==

I wish i can back now to meet she...

I find other girls to forget she before But i failed...

I cant lied myself i stil love she=.=

She stressed with her study now...

Hop she will be fine soon~

She getting old D^^Going 16 in this Nov...hahax

Wish u enjoy your birthday with your frens...

I will meet she on 20 nov on genting~Yeah^^

I cant wait to meet she again hehex...

Wait Wait Wait I Miz You^^